Ten years of heart trail

In 1685, I died. I saw a tear fall on the vast sky. Well, you came up to me, I hold up your hands are still tender. We are looking for a long time, like a remote turn the clock back, so I was able to review the circumstances ten years ago.
My ancestors are Manchuria are yellow flags, my father pearl dynasty powerful minister, I was destined to glory was born in a rich family. Princes and nobles, as I see through official corruption since childhood with the secular world, though in the high gate mansions, but often Shanze Ichthyornis Thought. I have often praised the tribe family talent is very good and I understand that while I was brought up reading Never forget, for the riding and shooting, martial arts also Little 12. When I inherited his father's training, as the son of Nalan parents should bear the family name and serve the country's responsibility. I live up to, to become emperor appointed Mishina imperial bodyguard, the whole family proud. This assignment is not difficult, but like the gift of God, so I was able to accompany the emperor walk to the Landscape, Flower tasting, composing poems and couplets, do not have to worry about political affairs, not for the people and suspicion, just do to the face of a bunch of winners and losers officialdom.
I often sigh, it does the fate of different people created different experiences? Some high-brow can do whatever they want, bending the law in favoritism, persecution good people. The guy who will have to be honest and upright official murdered, everywhere suppressed, exiled frontier. Is flourishing, why famine? Is the Wise King, why have a traitor? Is the rule, why inhuman? Is bright, why not just? Court, official, powerful minister, but is unlatched with the robbers and the smirking executioner. I am running for the father adult years and often in official circles, the anger endless, but also scared. Anger of the father in power consumed by greed, panic is the father, I hope this and other insidious cause of inheritance and development. As everyone knows,  today His Majesty Crossings Mongolia, North Korea is no guarantee that he does not give me the whole family Xianyan Wang and capriciously. If the loss of free and happy life, then what meaning of life? This is another reason for my disdain official.
Met you, I once contempt for the court, proud and uninhibited, no one can drag me home. I would like a free ride fast horses, loitering in poetry, painting, music, world, chest satisfied orchids, God, if capacity slightly. Day, I fall asleep in the garden, my father called me into the hall, and introduced the present name of a well-dressed Lu Official Selection. Human hearing arguments later, after two months that I will marry the daughter of Lu adults. I am disgusted at this kind of political marriage, but the pressure forced the father and mother's persuasion, I finally relented. Later, I married, and his wife is you. You are born Euphemistic, of the dignified. Remember? Marriage we courteous and happiness, between two people more closely. I thank the Father of the Bride will assure you to me, I favored in your thoughtful tenderness, affection for the many words you created to commemorate the love for our marriage. Fleur Mei Juan, Homecoming, and I look forward to your hand, old age together. Three years have passed, because you're near me solve problems, make plans, let me everywhere good luck, its capability, I often get the emperor's jealous colleagues praise and admiration. A day, you body feeling unwell, I was invited your doctor. After the doctor diagnosed, congratulations I want to be a father. So you have been pregnant for two months. I am overjoyed to hold you, Xiangfu heard happy. Just less than four months after, the emperor sent me to the command of operations along the Northwest Frontier. I do not want to live up to the mercy not only more reluctant to conceive of weakness when you leave, I know that we are each other's spiritual pillar and source of strength. I hesitated at the time, you made me strong to choose. I promise you will certainly end the war immediately return, you gave me tears launched, told me everything carefully.
Front of the war chaos, ethnic minorities violated several town. I work harder to bring the emperor's command, came to direct this barbarous war. Several offensive and defensive, I command composure, also charge the soldiers into battle, each time a break back to the camp, always naturally think of the family young and old, especially the unborn child, and I look forward to his arrival, more look forward to this gun as soon as possible end. Two months, I continued toward the reinforcements, sufficient food, and not reduce the morale of the soldiers. According to spies return, the enemy made emergent barn fire, food is obviously not enough, forces increasingly thin, and I will beat back the enemy toward great last line of defense in confidence. We and the enemy of the two-day rally, the next morning, while the enemy has not yet shipped food remedies, we has captured, they trounced the weak, but also captured a large number of alien soldiers. We set off a triumphant return troops to the capital. At this point I have exhausted it was somewhat cold, reflecting back only to find out from me you have half a year. Back to the Forbidden City, the emperor invited me to safety, declined all reward, horse back to see your government, and their. I am thinking to myself, you will together with the unborn baby, banking on, days feel like years. Can Life is unpredictable, so in my mind for a moment be extinguished by the Heat group. I flew to the House before, but everywhere is full of pure white one. The two large white lanterns swaying in the wind kept my eyes, I feel surge of uneasiness. I saw the middle of the lobby, you quietly placed the tablets of the wood table, two straight stick of incense smoke my bloodshot eyes. I could not suppress grief and shouted your name, endless distressed parents rushed to inform me, is giving birth I had lost you. I went straight to our new house. Way too much grief and fatigue I was swimming ... ...
Groggy, I felt a pair of warm hands stroked my burning forehead. I tried hard to grasp that hand, in fear of waking up, saw the mother realized that it was next to me. I took my tears, lying quietly, to ignore anyone, including his mother. Mother comforted me, it also opened the door softly with tears and went out. I got up and struggled to touch the still bright and clean the window as if to see you in my daily morning before boarding the plane standing there, I look forward to our future, there is love with the unborn child. I turned to my desk every day you order a good book, there is a ready pen, paper and ink, then where are you now? Who is next for me Surusumi, whom I have thrush? I'm sorry you, when you most need me, I saw far away in the other party, even the last time you can not see why you have such a cruel, leave me regardless, you ask how I do not hate you! Generation of a pair of life who struggle to teach two ecstasy. Loess ridge, the Ching Ho born unlucky!
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